Reasons I hate myself right now:
- I was meant to tidy the Den and surprise surprise I didn't
- I didn't tidy the Den because I got distracted by social media
- I wasted an hour of my life on social media, and who knows how many hours I have left?
- I didn't finish taking all my Sociology notes today, which I wanted to do
- I generally just never do anything I want, normally because I am procrastinating
- I procrastinate all the damn time
- I've just remembered that I didn't send that email
- Or reply to those texts
- I am so so so bad at communication, and people shouldn't have to deal with that
- If I care about people, I should actually act like it
- I need to stop being an ass & actually reply to things
- I'm now wasting time writing this when I could/should be sleeping
- Tomorrow I have an assembly in the morning & I will probably be late
- Which will mean I'll let Rachel down, which will be awful
- It'll probably be because I procrastinate so much, especially in the mornings
- I keep trying to excuse this by saying I'm tired, but it's just because I'm a lazy mess
- Especially when it comes to helping around the house, I do nothing, which isn't fair
- Everyone else seems to see this different version of me, and I can't see it
- Today has actually been a good day, and I am so loved & supported, yet I am still listing reasons why I hate myself
- I could go on for hours & still never reach an end
- I am going to give up on this & procrastinate on sleep instead
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