Exhausted.

I'm so so so tired.

I am always pretty tired, but this is more than that. This is feeling like falling asleep halfway through the afternoon, and having no energy/motivation to do anything.

I'm not sure why this is, but I hate it. Mentally, at the moment, I could be doing pretty well, and, when I have the energy, I am doing pretty well. But exhaustion is one of my biggest anxiety/low mood triggers, so feeling this tired is having a big effect.

There's so much I want to do. I want to socialise, and message people back. I want to do campaign work, and get my sixth form stuff sorted. I just- can't, at the moment, because all of that requires energy, and that is something I'm lacking.

I'm trying to sleep more. I'm trying to let myself rest. But I'm not sure it's helping.

When I woke up this morning, the main thing I thought was I cannot go through life being this tired every time I wake up. Now, I am thinking I just want to go to bed, and I want to stop feeling this awful.

I am always pretty tired, but this is a million times worse, and I don't know why it's happening, and I want it to stop.